I arrived in Wyoming confident of a sub-26 hour finish. If things went really well, maybe even sub-25 but regardless of the time, I would run the race smart and not take the first long downhills hard because I wanted to be able to run well the back half of the race, which has more descent.
I went food shopping.
I cooked food, ate and then drove up to a higher elevation (8,500 feet) to read a little, listen to some podcast (Talk Ultra) and relax for 90 minutes.
I went to the house and did some work.
I unpacked a little and organized some of my drop bags
I spoke to Aleks and then went to bed.
I made breakfast and then tried to finalize my drop bags.
I did a very short (1.5ish mile) hike up to 8,000 feet and hung out there reading UltraRunning Magazine and drinking coffee and relaxing for about 2-3 hours.
I ate some lunch and finalized my drop bags.
Drove to packet pickup and picked up my bib, schwag, then dropped off my drop bags. I almost made some fatal mistakes but triple checked and corrected what was in the drop bags
Went back to the house and watched some Sneaky Pete, cooked dinner, prepared my stuff for the race the next morning and went to bed.
Around 1AM I think my friends arrived from their drive up from Denver. I'm used to waking up in the middle of the night so it was not a problem for me to go out and welcome them, chat for a short period and then head back to bed.
I woke up at 6AM and began to get ready for my race which started with a nice cup of coffee. The good thing about a 10AM race start (with 8AM race briefing) when you are an 8 minute walk away is that you can have a relaxing cup of coffee before the start. As I eventually got fully dressed, tutu and all, the quote of the day came from Jon and I when he said, "Nice Skirt!", and I replied, "it's not a skirt, it's a tutu!"
The race briefing was good, especially the knowledge that there would be about 180 lbs of bacon at the Cow Camp (19.5 and 76.5 mile) aid station. That's on top of he bacon that I packed in my drop bags! Next, it was time to take the bus for the 3 mile ride to the start. To be honest, it was somewhat annoying getting to the start over an hour before the race starts. It's just endless waiting when I just want to start this race and get the adventure on. However, it was nice that my crew (well, not actual crew since they had their races to do on Saturday) came along for the ride and it was good to see so many friends who were doing this race. I guess since these races are generally small, you see many of the same people at them. Though with over 180, 100-mile races in North America, I would expect to see fewer and fewer of those same faces.
With 5 minutes until the start, I say my goodbyes and head up towards the middle of the starters while they do the national anthem and then someone leads a quick prayer (we are in God's country). Hey, it can't hurt.
The race begins on the jeep road and continues for a mile or so before heading onto the single track trail. Another mile or so of this trail before we start heading up. We keep heading up basically forever. Alright. I'm starting to get worried. My climbing legs are lacking and we are climbing forever. You can see the top of one climb but once you get there you look up and see we have to climb even further. This just has me worried about the 18 mile climb to come later. The sun is out and I'm sweating and huffing and puffing but trying to stay in control of my climbing. I don't know if my poles are helping or hindering me because the weight of them is additional stress on my upper body and possibly tiring me out. I think overall, it is probably saving my legs for later on so just keep on climbing. To give an idea of this climb, miles 4 had 500 feet of climbing, mile 5 had 800 with no descent, mile 6 had 900 with no descent, and mile 7 had 555 with 3 feet of descent, before getting into more climbing with some small descents in there. Most road marathons don't have more than 500 feet of climbing in the entire race. About 3 hours and 12 miles after we started, I finally crest the last of this first crazy climb and I can feel the altitude up at nearly 8,000 feet. I can feel and even hear my heart beating in my head and in my chest. Why do such great mountains have to be at such high altitudes? Why do I want to get into and run Hardrock so badly when it will be 50% or more altitude and climbing than this race?! The scenery was beautiful though with the Wildflowers in full bloom and matching my tutu. My spirits were not as high as the altitude that we were at. I wouldn't call it a low point but I tend to get to a point where I debate dropping out so that I don't have to suffer very late in a race. I was more concerned at this point with my arms feeling heavy. I told myself to just wait for the downhills and that the race will get better. At least the views were fantastic.
We then descend a little but the descent did not seem nearly as steep as the climb or nearly as long. Soon we are at the first major aid station and drop bags, Dry Fork. Here, I drop off my heavier trekking poles, pick up some bacon, fill one water bottle with Tailwind, grab some ginger chews, and head out. We go down slightly but before long, there was some climbing to do and I was just very confused of where we were based on my memory of the course elevation profile.
In my mind, I thought we were going to descend all the way back down to our starting elevation but now looking at the elevation profile above, oops, I was wrong. Around mile 18 the pressure had been building a few miles and I finally found a good place do take a poop. Yay! And then my spirits lifted. I was moving faster and once we hit the steep downhill I felt I could move really well. One thing I noticed along this point is that we were running on very hard mud. It looked like the mud just solidified and I hoped that if it did begin to rain as the forecast called for, that this wouldn't become the mudfest it could be. I wasn't optimistic, but figured that I would deal with that when we get back to this point. It was just starting to drizzle a little but I had felt some drops in the beginning so I hoped it would go away. For now, I enjoyed it and then enjoyed the steep, non-muddy downhill. However, I didn't go fast because I struck up a conversation with another runner, Andi, about the rest of the course. She had run Bighorn I believe three times before and this race would be her 25th 100-miler if she finished. I asked her how the upcoming 18 mile climb was and she said it was easy, especially compared to that initial climb we did to start the race. While it is a good 4,000 plus feet of climbing, it is over 18 miles so it is a gentler grade and there are plenty of parts where it flattens out for a short stretch of running. This made me feel really happy. She said that this part we were coming down is actually the worst part of the race when we hike it back up on the way back. Great! Something to look forward to hating later.
We coast over the footbridge into the Sally's Footbridge aid station at mile 30 and 7 hours into my race. I am given my drop bag and take out my good head lamp, some bacon, and fill my bottle with tailwind. Then I ask the people next to me if I should take my trekking poles. They said they saw a lot of people taking them out of their bags for this climb. So I decided to go with the crowd and take out my lighter poles. Then I got under way for the long climb. This first part of the climb was rocky and a lot of fun. The rain started to come down harder but it was nothing I couldn't handle and didn't need my rain jacket as I liked the rain cooling me off on this climb. It took about an hour to get to the next aid station and they had delicious Gu Stroopwaffles there and I devoured two of them. As I left, they said to be careful of the course being slippery ahead. I guessed that the rain was making some of the rocks slippery up ahead? I was hitting some wet patches and some mud but it wasn't until about mile 37 that the real fun (I mean nightmare began). I encountered the first slippy sliding, shoe sucking mud. I powered through the first few miles of it but then the climbing and mud only increased in veracity. My pace had slowed from 14-16 minute miles to 18-19 minute miles. As I increased in elevation, and my pace slowed, and the rain kept coming down, I was getting colder. At the next aid station I decided to change into my rain jacket, gloves, and arm warmers. As usual, I got some nice comments about my tutu and struck up a conversation with the aid station volunteer about Ironman races since I was wearing my Ironman hat and he did Ironman races. After I finally was able to change into my jacket and gloves (it took a while because my fingers were cold and wet), I went back to grab a cup of warm soup and the lady there said I was the second person with a tutu to come through. I asked if I was the first purple tutu though and she said that person was also wearing a purple tutu. This really disheartened me to hear that, especially since I never saw this guy but then the other aid station volunteers notified her that I'm the same person and just took a while to change clothing. Yay! Still first place tutu. On I go and the course just gets worse and worse. There is no running; just walking and trying not to slip. I'm so glad I brought the trekking poles because the climbs are so slippery that I need the additional stakes in the ground to pull myself ahead.
Around mile 42 I see the first place guy heading my direction. A couple minutes later is second place and a few minutes after that is third place. I just think it is probably much better to be heading down the mountain in this mud than up it, but at the same time, I know it won't be easy. I'm glad I have my trekking poles. At close to 9:30PM, it's finally getting dark enough for me that I take out and turn on my headlamp. Ah. . .light. Much better. Though the trail is not much better. In fact, since the last aid station at mile 43ish, my pace has slowed. It's now pushing 25 minutes per mile and my fingers are starting to get cold inside my gloves. I'm worried now about the real overnight section and how my hands will fare on the way back. I figure they may be cold but using the poles should keep them warm. The slog continues. Finally, after crossing some massive wet spots, not stream crossings, just flooded sections, we get to a road and I just stay on the road. However, I'm supposed to head a little to my left and go back on some grass since I see some headlamps in that direction as opposed to car headlights where I am headed so I head back on the very wet grass but in less than 1000 feet I'm back on the road. About another quarter or half mile and I'm finally at the aid station. What a relief to get there and try to regroup and consider my options.
As soon as I enter the tent, I'm greeted by volunteers who take care of me and am assigned one specifically. My volunteer Tony, was just incredible. He has run Bighorn three times before and said he has only heard how terrible the conditions are and said that reports are these are the worst conditions the race has ever had. GREAT! He asks if I have a change of dry clothes in my bag and I do and I change into a long sleeve shirt and and my windbreaker while I let me rain jacket dry a little. Then he gets me soup and a giant quesadilla. The scene around me though is total carnage. Dead eyes staring into nothingness. Noisy chatter of volunteers scrambling to help these people get back to life and continue on or to get them into some sort of shape to get evacuated off the mountain. Most of the destruction is in the form of hypothermia. On my way up to the top, it was hard to tell with the headlamp but the rain turned into snow. It was also a headwind into the aid station. I asked Tony if he could somehow dry my "waterproof" (apparently not Nathan Sports) gloves. He squeezed all the water he could out of it and was holding it near a heater for me. He and another volunteer were very happy to see I was not shivering and was quite responsive to everything they asked. Still, I was not yet mentally prepared to head out. Next, a woman who I remember seeing on the course and wondering if she was going to change into warmer clothes as she was just wearing a tank-top and a running skirt with no tights walks in and she is wearing the same outfit plus a jacket. She looks in bad shape. Her crew gets her something to eat and as soon as she swallows some of it she asks for something to vomit into and then proceeds to vomit into the garbage bag they get her in the nick of time. They ask if I still need my blanket they gave me to keep me warm and I don't so she gets it. It's probably 30 minutes later and Tony is now trying to get me out of here. He is saying I look great, especially compared to everyone else and that I have plenty of time to finish. So I have to make a decision now to drop out or get out of the aid station. I tell him I'm going to continue on but just have to get everything sorted out to be on my way. So I make sure I have my bottles. I add my rain jacket over my windbreaker. Put a Buff around my head and mouth, my hat over the Buff, and my hood over my hat. I put some light gloves on my not so dry waterproof gloves over those and then ask for one more cup of Ramen soup. I get everything else ready that I need from that drop bag (spare headlamp, batteries, 5-hour energy, bacon) get my soup, inhale it and then gratefully thank all of the volunteers and get out of there.
I definitely feel rejuvenated and it sure is nice running on the road for that stretch. I felt like I may actually be able to run well the rest of the way back. Once I hit the wet patches and then the slippery mud, I tried to continue at a good pace by glissading down the mud. The attempts at moving faster didn't last long. Going downhill on the mud was treacherous and I'm thankful for the hundredth time that I had my poles for stability. Around 1AM I took the 5-hour energy even though I wasn't feeling sleepy. I wanted to be proactive with taking it and knew that once the sun rose, I would be okay. I was moving faster compared to going uphill but still averaging a disappointing 19-21 minutes per mile. I think the concentration I needed in order to not end up on my butt is what kept me from getting tired. Even with my poles, I was slipping constantly and taking a lot of near falls. I don't count them as actual falls because like American football, my knee never his the ground. However, one of these near falls hurt my wrist as I jammed my trekking pole down hard to stop myself from falling and jammed my wrist. It took a lot of effort to move and not fall and it just seemed like I was going faster than my actual pace was. This was frustrating as felt like it took forever to get to the aid stations. I was however, passing a bunch of people. It was like the walkers passing the slower walkers and they were either just tired or hurting or both. I know that once I get to the mile 64ish aid station, I will hopefully not encounter as much mud and it will be more rocky. My pace picked up to 16-17 minute miles. It seemed like forever but I finally reached Sally's Footbridge and I was able to change socks and shoes, hoping the mud won't be nearly as bad the rest of the race.
I am definitely taking my time changing my socks and shoes and getting sorted out at this aid station. I is much quieter now than when I was here the first time around. Reports on the number of drops are quite high. Andy Jones-Wilkins, a writer for iRunFar.com is at the aid station and running the race and was talking to people about how he slipped on the mud and hit his head on a rock and got a slight concussion. The aid station workers from a prior aid station kept him for 30 minutes to make sure he was good to continue on and the aid station medics at the next aid station also wanted him to wait a little to observe if he was ok to go on. I'm listening while soaking and cleaning my feet in some cold water buckets they had at the aid station for the runners. I take a wash cloth and try to clean off my feet but mud is just stuck in the wrinkles on the bottom of my feet. I do my best and then put on new socks and my Hoka Mafate 4 sneakers hoping that the worst is over. I also hope it will relieve some pressure from the back of my right foot just above the heel near the achilles where some blister or something else not so good is going on there. I change into a short sleeve shirt but keep my rain jacket for warmth here and pack away into the drop bag everything I will no longer need. I then feel the urge to poop so I head to the port-o-potty and quickly take care of that. With everything just about set, I grab some soup from the aid station, slurp it down and head out over the foot bridge.
Well if this race didn't suck before, now it really sucks. The climb out as Andi told me so many hours earlier is much worse than that 18-mile climb. What makes it even worse now is the amount of shoe sucking and slippery mud there is on this climb up. Unfortunately, my shoe change didn't help me out because these shoes are slightly big on me. So the mud is literally sucking my shoe off my foot but I am conscious enough to shove it right back in and not step with my sock into a new pile of mud. The first mile up this climb took about 40 minutes. the second mile took over 30. At this point, I am not concerned that I may not finish the race in time. While I thought I had enough time if necessary (but not wanting it to come to that) to walk it in at about a 20 minute mile pace and finish under the 34 hour cut-off, if I do many mile at 25 or 30 minutes per mile or slower, then all this effort would be wasted and I will miss finish the race in the cut-off time. Not finishing, or DNFing a race is not the end of the world. I DNF'd the Tesla Hertz 100-miler in 2013 at the 30-mile mark and was extremely happy with that decision. The problem for me is when it isn't up to me. If I can continue on and finish the race and think that is the right decision then I will go for it. Yet if the clock makes me fail, then all that prior effort was for nothing if I don't finish. Well, it's not for nothing. It's still a valuable experience. It's just that when I have the opportunity, as I did numerous times during this race to quit, I do wish I would spare myself the carnage if I know I won't finish the race in the end. That's just how I feel about my races. Although I know that when the time comes and that does happen to me, it will be sad, but ultimately a very helpful and likely beneficial experience.
It took 80-90 minutes, but I eventually got out of that 3.5 mile climb and insane muddiness and was ready to move a little faster. While I did move a little faster, closer to 19-minute miles, it was still so f'n slow. My next focus was just getting to the Cow Camp aid station to get some bacon and be so close to the Dry Fork aid station and hopefully better conditions for the final stretch, assuming I would be able to make the cut-off times. At one point I was able to see the aid station and I thought it was close, but the course winds up, down and around this giant hill before making a big climb up to Cow Camp. And the mud continued. At this point, I again thought that maybe they cancelled the race for the 52-milers and the 32-milers because I wasn't passed by anyone doing these races, and I don't recall being passed by 100-milers either here since everyone was going slower than a snail. As I got closer to Cow Camp, I saw a weird site of these runners way above flying down the trail before making a left and heading towards the aid station. This was really confusing me. I thought that maybe that was the 18-mile race. But we were more than 18 miles from the finish so maybe it was just some people training and doing hill repeats up and down? Before the last longer climb up to Cow Camp, someone was walking in my direction and I asked who those runners are and he said it was the 32-milers. So there goes my idea that they started from Dry Fork. I hoped for Jon and Judith's sake that the miles until that point were not as muddy. Then the person told me that the conditions from Cow Camp to Dry Fork, a six mile stretch, were just as bad as what I've come through. Ugggh. Well, truth is better than being lied to about the conditions. Worst case, maybe he was lying and the running would be better. I got to the Cow Camp aid station, had a couple pieces of bacon and filled one bottle up with water and the other about 2/3rd of Coke.
The conditions ahead were atrocious. The mud was a new type of orange/red clay mud which was horrible. Many runners would try to run on the grass off the trail but it wasn't much easier as it always seemed to shortly take you back to the mud or was just slippery or hard to run on itself. The 32-milers were running so much faster than the 100-milers for obvious reasons, though I was frustrated by how well they were handling the mud and was wondering why we couldn't move on it better. The sun was out and it was beginning to heat up and I was hoping that would dry out the mud but I knew it would take a long time for that to happen. The entire stretch from basically mile 70 to Dry Fork at mile 82 was 20-minute miles. At this rate it would have taken another 6 hours to finish the race IF I could keep up this pace if the conditions allowed ahead. This section was also slow because it includes a somewhat long climb up to the Dry Fork aid station, about 900 feet over four miles.
I got into the aid station and all the spectators there were happy to see me and my tutu. I got my drop bag and packed everything I no longer needed into it. Before I sat down I was approached by two 10-year old (my guess) girls who offered me two slices of what looked like some Dominos Meat pizza and I gladly accepted. I took a seat and there were two other runners sitting near me and one of their crew had a cold IPA to give to her runner but wasn't going to give the entire thing and gave out about two ounces to those around that wanted including me. I took it happily and it was quite refreshing. With that, I was off and before I left I was told there's just a little mud over the next couple of miles before it is much better. Now that was good news.
He was not lying as there was some mud ahead but not too terrible. It took a while for me to get going but after a couple miles, I was able to pick up my pace to about 17 minute miles before we got to one last big climb of 400 feet over a mile, mostly in half a mile but it brought us to the unbelievable views of the mountains and valley. The views would continue on nice runnable trails while we headed back downhill. I was leap-frogging with other 100-miler runners and their pacers when one stopped and sat down on the trail. I asked what was wrong and his feet were killing him. I offered him some tylenol and he accepted. Later in the race he thanked me a lot as he ran quickly by me. My legs weren't feeling great. I had some pain on that spot above my heel and my legs were tight and I wasn't running the downhills as fast as I wanted to or could. After
The conditions ahead were atrocious. The mud was a new type of orange/red clay mud which was horrible. Many runners would try to run on the grass off the trail but it wasn't much easier as it always seemed to shortly take you back to the mud or was just slippery or hard to run on itself. The 32-milers were running so much faster than the 100-milers for obvious reasons, though I was frustrated by how well they were handling the mud and was wondering why we couldn't move on it better. The sun was out and it was beginning to heat up and I was hoping that would dry out the mud but I knew it would take a long time for that to happen. The entire stretch from basically mile 70 to Dry Fork at mile 82 was 20-minute miles. At this rate it would have taken another 6 hours to finish the race IF I could keep up this pace if the conditions allowed ahead. This section was also slow because it includes a somewhat long climb up to the Dry Fork aid station, about 900 feet over four miles.
I got into the aid station and all the spectators there were happy to see me and my tutu. I got my drop bag and packed everything I no longer needed into it. Before I sat down I was approached by two 10-year old (my guess) girls who offered me two slices of what looked like some Dominos Meat pizza and I gladly accepted. I took a seat and there were two other runners sitting near me and one of their crew had a cold IPA to give to her runner but wasn't going to give the entire thing and gave out about two ounces to those around that wanted including me. I took it happily and it was quite refreshing. With that, I was off and before I left I was told there's just a little mud over the next couple of miles before it is much better. Now that was good news.
He was not lying as there was some mud ahead but not too terrible. It took a while for me to get going but after a couple miles, I was able to pick up my pace to about 17 minute miles before we got to one last big climb of 400 feet over a mile, mostly in half a mile but it brought us to the unbelievable views of the mountains and valley. The views would continue on nice runnable trails while we headed back downhill. I was leap-frogging with other 100-miler runners and their pacers when one stopped and sat down on the trail. I asked what was wrong and his feet were killing him. I offered him some tylenol and he accepted. Later in the race he thanked me a lot as he ran quickly by me. My legs weren't feeling great. I had some pain on that spot above my heel and my legs were tight and I wasn't running the downhills as fast as I wanted to or could. After
2 weeks later, I saw a podiatrist about that bump on the back of my heel / achilles and an x-ray revealed I have something called Haglunds Heel which is a slight deformity in my heel bone. It is hereditary but any type of constant rubbing or pressure and cause that additional part of the heel to protrude and can cause a bone spur and/or cause damage to the achilles tendon. Interesting stuff. It also explains why my shoes also wear out in the back of my heel. In the picture below it is hard to see now but the little bump on the back of my heel was a lot bigger.